Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Last day in my home away from home

September 2012 was the beginning of one of the best years of my life; I had felt like I hit a dead end for the better half of the senior year of high schoolI was horribly stressed out, uninspired, and just felt crappy in general. I didn't have any problems with my friends or teachers, but it was the pressure of academics that got the best of me, plus I didn't even have time to dance back then so relaxing was a no-no for me. 

It wasn't until I graduated from high school that I felt like I could pull myself together again after being stuck in a rut for 2 years. After a few months of wondering what I should do next, God eventually told me that He had a plan for me, and although it meant that I would be taking a different path that all my other friends were on, it would still be awesome; He was right. One night while I was out with friends, trying to have fun before all of us separated ways, I received a text from my mom that she got from my former dance instructor. In that message, I was told that there was an opening for a dance instructor training program, and I immediately jumped at the chancelittle did I know that it was going to be the start of something great.

Once I got an "OK" from my mom, I contacted my former instructor, and told her that I was interested in the program; flash forward to a month later, I was officially the youngest trainee dance instructor at the studio. The training period went great for the most part, but there were still some days when I thought to myself "Why in the world am I doing this again?" because I was nervous that things weren't going to work out. The doubt that had plagued me in high school had mostly gone away, but it still came back to haunt me at certain times in my trainee days; back then, I was honestly just taking things one day at a time, and thanking God and leaning on Him each step of the way because everything felt so unreal. 





I eventually graduated from the program with a "Highly Commendable Pass" and I remember feeling so out-of-this-world when I received my certificate—I kept thinking "Oh my goodness, oh my goodness, oh my goodness, I'm a certified dance instructor! ME! I'M A DANCE INSTRUCTOR!" since it had always been my dream to be a dance instructor and own a dance company/studio ever since I was 4 years old; it was such a great day, and I still thank God for blessing me abundantly. After I graduated, I moved on to teach a few classes, hold a couple of workshops, substitute for my dance instructor's classes, dance for a university advertisement project, train a group of dancers for a dance competition, and I even started a Youtube channel to share my passion with an even bigger audience! Granted, there were a ton of ups and downs, but I honestly wouldn't have it any other way.

September 2013: now a year has flashed by before my eyes, and it's time for me to move on with my life. 2 September 2013 was my last day in the dance studio, and it just felt so weird knowing that yesterday's class was the last one I was going to attend. I felt wistful throughout class, but I didn't cry or even shed a single tear, because I knew that I'll always be a part of the studio, as my instructor once told me. I feel eternally grateful that God led me to that place a year ago, and thankful for reconnecting me with my instructor, who has helped me so much in more ways than one! There's an end to everything, but I will never forget the place that got everything started for me, and the people God has introduced to my life who has helped me get to where I am today. I'll definitely look back fondly on the year I spent working with and in the studio, but here's to an even more fantastic future :')

Lots of love,
Jennifer W.

Saturday, August 24, 2013

Danspirations

I obviously like a bunch of dance videos on Youtube since I search for inspiration every so often, but there are only a select few videos that I always find myself coming back to because they're just so darned amazing. They're all by Ellen Kim, Kyle Hanagami, and Aye Hasegawa, who are my all-time favorite dancers; I also attended a workshop taught by Aye, and it was so much fun! Now, if only I can learn from Ellen and Kyle...............


I have no words for this video. I can't. No. This is my absolute favorite piece from Ellen, or from my other favorite dancers really; I really like the choreography, videography, and the fact that she always hits with such power, which is one of the main reasons why I like Ellen so much, but I truly love the concept, the "Am I perfect now?" subtext always brings me chills for some reason. Gah, I don't even know what else to say, you should watch it!


This video comes in a close second to "You'll Find a Way" because I can honestly feel the emotions that Kyle and Gracie showed through the dance. I've always loved the fact that Kyle is such a versatile dancer, and he always manages to not dance to the music, but instead, he becomes one with it while he moves........do you get what I mean? He's just amazing; this video actually got me hooked to the song, so watch it!


Aye's choreography in this video doesn't particularly spark me the way the other two videos did, but I simply love how her hits are so clean! Like how. How. Going to her workshop and learning from her was just a wonderful experience. I really don't have anything else to say. No. I'm having a bad day communicating today......so just watch the video!

If for whatever reason you'd like to see the playlist of all of my favorite dance videos, then click here.

I'll see you in the next post!

Love,
Jennifer